The Golden Acorn

I sit to pray....
I close my eyes....
He opens my heart and this is what I see....
I am standing in a field with no trees. The ground is covered, evenly spaced, with golden acorns. The golden acorns are every where, there are far to many to count. As I am standing there a young man walks into the field right in front of me, reaches down and picks up one golden acorn. The way He moved was almost like He knew the exact one He wanted to pick up. He walk towards me and right in front of me gets on His knees and lifts both of His hands together up towards me holding one golden acorn. Without any words spoken I knew I was suppose to eat the golden acorn. As I receive the golden acorn from Him and eat it I realize that all these golden acorns represent specific truths of the kingdom. I look again out into the field and again see no trees, Im not sure if I was told or just knew but I understood that these golden acorns are to become trees but only within the one who eats them and not outside them. I sense that each tree grown form these truths within a person will produce more golden acorns after the like golden acorn. Each acorn produced form the tree within represent truths within truths. After I hear or i am just given the wisdom of these golden acorns the young man speaks and tells me that the truth I was given to eat was the truth of "The Liberty of Love", and its is to grow and bare like golden acorns within me for others to eat and become trees.

This day

In the morning time
In the early hours
I feel you awaken me
with a gentle kiss
and the rain is falling
a slow beating
upon the roof
of my arising heart

Its coffee time
I need to get going
...but...
"Come and wait with ME
I wanna tell you something.
I have given you time,
I can stop the sun,
what I'm going to tell you
Wont take long."

"My son its love
that has made this day
and its My love
that will put it away!
My love is this morning
My love is this day
My love is your rest
My love will never fade!!!"

A deep breathe
A sigh.....
and I realize
I'm alive,
not for work
not for play
but for HIS love
for this day

So no more
HO HUMM
and no more
HEAVE HO
only,..bump.bump
........bump.bump
the drumming thunder
of a loving Father

Devotion

I lift up my eyes
from the pain that lies inside
I've set my gaze
only upon your face
Jesus

I'm washed by your blood
I'm free from my ruts
and I can lift my hands
and I can lay down this life
Jesus

Devotion
pure and intimate
Devotion
fast and furious
Devotion
life and death
Devotion for you

You have made me a dress
You have clothed me in splendor
I'm wrapped in you arms
I am lead by you wonder
Jesus

I'm made new by you beauty
I'm reborn in you fury
How beautiful is your devastating love
How majestic is Your glory
Jesus

Devotion
holy and free
Devotion
giving and receiving
Devotion
spinning and twirling
Devotion to You

You tune my strings true
You free my songs for You
I can dance in Your fire
I can slumber with my lover
Jesus

My life redeemed
My past restored
I've been filled with your glory
I'm dead to this world
Jesus

Devotion
painful and pleasant
Devotion
cup and cross
Devotion
chasing and pursuing
Devotion in you

I choose You
You already chose me too
I'm pursuing
and being pursued
Dancing
Dying
Living
Crying
Redeeming
Restoring
from glory to glory
oh how you pursue.....

I am completely devoted to You...

Gaze

Jesus you hold my gaze
Jesus you hold my gaze
Jesus you hold my gaze
and it's your face that I seek

I was caught unaware
by your love overwhelming
you awakened my love
for you alone, only you

You have broken my heart
by the breaking of yours
a bride set apart
for you alone, only you

Jesus you hold my gaze
Jesus you hold my gaze
Jesus you hold my gaze
It's your face that I see

The wealth of the earth
bound by demonic hands
plundered for you
for you alone, only you

Your spending me
on your bride to be
till she's whole and complete
for you alone, only you

Jesus you hold my gaze
Jesus you hold my gaze
Jesus you hold my gaze
Till it's only you that I see

Jesus I see your face
You are holding my gaze
I can not leave this place
Till you do...

No more, Know more

No more guilt
No more shame
Not where you have
Written you name

No more guilt
No more shame
Not where you seal of love
Has been ordained

No more guilt
No more shame
Your blood was shed
You bore my pain

No more guilt
No more shame
All rough places
Have been laid plain

So now...

Know more guilt
Know more shame
Search the streets
Bare His name

Know more guilt
Know more shame
Touch the broken
Heal the lame

Know more guilt
Know more shame
Caught in sin
Freed from blame

Know more guilt
Know more shame
All their tears
He will wipe away

Messy muscle

What ache must I carry
within this chest of flesh
concealed by the beating and pounding
of this muscle thats a mess

Let pain be a knife
surgically removing stone and fear
from a vessel of dust and breathe
so a fountain may flow from this well

I have chosen a choice
that was given for me to chose
if I had already chosen
then I wouldn't be able to chose

I confess that I commit
I repent from what I withheld
the discouragement that I felt
my commitment is my choice to chose

I chose
The Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost
Your Kingdom first
my life reversed

My messy flesh
my muscle stressed
my heart murmurs
for the love it knew

Now swing wide open
gate of my heart
receive the fountain flowing
be a well of love

Take Heart

Take Heart to carry on. I have days set aside for us, to be used for your own personal renewing.  When I call be obeidiant to the call and come, I AM good, be not afraid.  I  dwell near you but desire to dwell with you always.  When you pray be concisious of your emotions, I speak through even them, there is much for you to understand in that part of your being.  Move slowly while distractions increase, it is hard for you to interpret what is My will and what is your desires.  True hearts are those that truly beat for My will and purposes, continue to commit and confess, it is building the foundation for your ministry.  I AM near, and nearer still be near to me as I draw you.  Faith without works is dead and so is Love.  Treat Me to your pain and I will treat you to My peace, My joy, and My love.  Move fully in faith whether you are sure or not, move assured that I AM bigger than your mistakes and I continue to make all things new.

Today

Today is a new day, tomorrow has not yet come.  Be about the business I give you today for tomorrow is not guaranteed.  Take to heart My words to you, take to heart My promises for you, take to heart My unending love for you.  Be restored by the renewing of your mind with the washing of My words for you.  I AM not far but nearer to you than you know or realize, when you search for me you will find me for I hide right before your eyes.  Truth is not a weapon but a relationship of my thoughts to your ideas grounded in our love.  Be filled and be made ready for today you dance but tomorrow you mourn.  Take courage that I AM.  Leave those things that are behind you and press forward to what is ahead.

What to do?

Well I have been thinking and praying of joining the army as full time active duty.  I have tried once before to join but because of an injury i received at the end of my junior year of high school.  I have just sent info to find out more info on joining.  I guess i am just posting this so that it is out there some where about my intentions.
I am desiring so deeply to fight and protect and serve those who are in need,  i feel i am just wasting my life when I have been given so  much; be it time, singleness, ability,  maybe just the desire within me to be more and do more.  Above all that I feel and above all that desire i lay it down and confess that I would rather your will be done Father than my will,  if this my cup let me drink deep of your will Jesus.

Hearing today

I desire to see my people reverse their walk away from pain, instead move towards it. I AM a God who is holy and loving I desire to heal the broken hearted with hands that are flesh and feet that are willing. Make a place for me within your life as I make a place for you within heaven. Be not wounded by the wounding of others but strong in Spirit, mighty in faith, fully assured of My goodness of character. I AM not like you but I desire you to be like Me. Be willing for I AM able, more than able. Take to heart My words as bread to you stomach. Be refreshed and filled full by My words IAM always speaking if you have ears to hear.